serabut..but..but...

as salam...adoyai..serabut..serabut....
tbe2 arini aku dpt sms dr my u32..yg surat permohonan aku tuk smbung study lom smpai pd matron lg..sbb mslh peribadi yg x dpt diA elakkn....
kelas aku da nk mula lg 2 mggu....n 28 hb nie aku g daftar @ OUM....sume dokuman da siap da...tggl tggu surat permohonan 2 jer....aku ingtkn sume bnde nie da bole settle...rupe2nyer lom lg....
YA ALLAH...tlg permudahkn segala urusan hambamu ini...Amin....

al-kisah cti2 msia...

as salam....jwb..jgn x jwb...
actually...cewahh....omputis pulak...smlm sy n hubby pi bkt tinggi...ats skit drpd genting 2...teringin sgt nk pi..tgk kt google tmptnyer cm ala2 kt oversea gitu....so ...kami pn ke sane la....
ble da smp sane...ok la...tmptnyer lg ok klu nk compare ngan fraser hill..jlnnye pn elok la skit...tp x byk sgt tmpt yg menarik...so me n hubby x lepaskn peluang la amek pic...skit2...
pas2 kiteorg ....plan nk truskn pjlnn ke GAMBANG....sbb tkut hotel kt bkt tinggi nmpk cm mhal jer...n pjlnn pn diteruskn...smp la di gambang ....amek no fon resort...kononnye nk checkin...n operator 2 sempat bgtau..."akk,sy nk bgtau yg esk..iaitu ari selasa...waterpark kami tutup...."pergh...pnye le jauh aku dtg....bole plak waterpark ni nk tutup ari selasa...so pe lg...aku n hubby ngan rase hampa n cm nk lempang org pn ade...kteorg truskn pjlnn ke kuantan...crik tmpt nk ZZZZ....pingggang cm nk patah...ape tak nye..9 jam dok dlm keta...hampa tersgt....so lastnyer...kiteorg juz jln2 kt parkson kuantan...bli brg n blk ke HOME SWEET HOME .....jasin,mlka...
Soo...moral of the story...rancang la percutian anda..spy x jd cm sy....hehehe

BACK 2 DECEMBER

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time

2012...sesuatu yg baru akn bermula...

As salam...
mlm ni 2nd nite aku kje mlm...aku harap mlm nie x seteruk mlm smlm...wat kes smp ayam bkokok...sbb esk kul 10 pg aku nk kne pi dgr taklimat kt oum...utk degree course yg bakal aku amek nie...aku harap aku dpt mhabiskn degree aku ni ngan jayanyer...sbb byk rumours yg aku dgr..amek degree ni ssah...nk2 kne wat 2 kje dlm 1 mse..mksud aku kje n blaja....dgn kdaan OT yg teruk...n board yg x penah surut2 kesnyer,,,ngan org2 yg x reti nk jge kebajikan keliknyer...so aku harap aku sekuat org2 yg da pn bjaya dlm degree ...dan aku nk tnjukkn pd org2 yg suke mpelekehkn kebolehan org len...yg aku bole jd yg lbh baek dr depa...doakn aku yer kwn2......dan kpd mrk2 yg slalu menyokong n mpercayai aku...korg mmg da best n aku syg sgt kt korang...

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