BACK 2 DECEMBER

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family.
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night --
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time

2012...sesuatu yg baru akn bermula...

As salam...
mlm ni 2nd nite aku kje mlm...aku harap mlm nie x seteruk mlm smlm...wat kes smp ayam bkokok...sbb esk kul 10 pg aku nk kne pi dgr taklimat kt oum...utk degree course yg bakal aku amek nie...aku harap aku dpt mhabiskn degree aku ni ngan jayanyer...sbb byk rumours yg aku dgr..amek degree ni ssah...nk2 kne wat 2 kje dlm 1 mse..mksud aku kje n blaja....dgn kdaan OT yg teruk...n board yg x penah surut2 kesnyer,,,ngan org2 yg x reti nk jge kebajikan keliknyer...so aku harap aku sekuat org2 yg da pn bjaya dlm degree ...dan aku nk tnjukkn pd org2 yg suke mpelekehkn kebolehan org len...yg aku bole jd yg lbh baek dr depa...doakn aku yer kwn2......dan kpd mrk2 yg slalu menyokong n mpercayai aku...korg mmg da best n aku syg sgt kt korang...

MADAH BEST...

Aku belajar melupakan seseorang yang melupakan aku,
Aku belajar memaafkan semua yang menyakiti aku,
Aku belajar untuk  jadi yang terbaik untuk orang yang aku sayangi
TETAPI....sesuatu yang tak bisa aku pelajari..
HARUS BELAJAR TERSENYUM DISAAT ORANG YANG AKU SAYANGI
MENYAYANGI ORANG LAIN...

Doa Pembuka 12 Pintu


Ya Allah, bukakanlah untukku pintu-pintu kebaikan, pintu-pintu keselamatan, pintu-pintu kesihatan, pintu-pintu nikmat, pintu-pintu keberkatan, pintu-pintu kekuatan, pintu-pintu cinta sejati, pintu kasih sayang, pintu-pintu rezeki, pintu-pintu ilmu, pintu-pintu keampunan dan pintu-pintu syurga. Ya Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang.

P.H.D...

kisahnyer...mgu lpas aku mc...4 ari..sbb sakit kaki...yg jd mslhnyer kt sini ade la 'kelik' aku yg x puas ati rpenyer...aku pn x tau pe la mslh die 2...pdahal skop kje aku ngan kje die x same pn....setakat dok kt luar..devided seumur hidup plak 2......klu sakit x pe la jgak ni...sihat walafiat....
~  si ppuan yg x puas ati nie tlh mjaja cite 1 tmpt kje aku n gtau sume org yg aku ni buat2 sakit...cm gampangggg kn...suka-suki je ckp aku wat2 sakit...tp x per ...skrg nie ari aku...esk ari die akn dtg jgak...die msia biase jekn....
~  ooo...lpe nk tmbh pas 2 bru2 nie die sms aku...suh sevey kn bju kebaya nyonya or watever....cm x bersalah  je kn....so..aku pn wat keputusan ignore kn jer msg die...biarkn die crik sndiri...dah sedap2 kutuk aku..mnx tlg plak...x malu tol...

WTF!...

terlampau or melampau?????

berlagak sbb dpt tmpt tdo bru,rse cm 5 star hotel agaknyer

abes beg isi telekung aku die kjekn.smp kepam beg 2 jdnyer.

tilam kecik ni pn,asalnye aku yg pnye,tp die plak yg memunyer,smp naek hitam dikejekn..

ni aksi terbaru,tdo bwh tdung saji,ingt kelambu ke hape?

hehehe...wpun kdg2 rse nk mrhn geram..sbb wat kje umah aku btambah..tp sume aksi2 ni wat aku happy...sbb nmpk sgt cute...n bile x dgr suara2 depa memekak...wat aku tcarik2 plak....

soo...sayangilah kucing sbb ia pn makhluk ALLAH jgak..n ia adalah binatang kesayangan Nabi MUHAMMAD s.a.w

PEACE NO WAR!

suka-suki jer

hari ke 3 ct lpas kje mlm...jap je mse blalu...esk da kje ptg blk....bru je bgn dr tdo...maklumla ct kn bgn la lmbt skit...tgh tpk nk g mne or nk wat ape arini ek?....smlm ....kuar hnye utk bli myk wangi(miniature) yg ari sblm nyer da pn aku bli...DKNY BE DELICIOUS...bau mmg sgt best r...n botol yg sgt cute...

DKNY BE DELICIOUS N DIOR JADORE(RM55 EACH)